Boy what a hard question. After going down the adoption route…feeling it out, thinking about it, going forward with the process and putting money into it (it’s pretty expensive) we got pregnant again. Okay- put the adoption on hold. Maybe this pregnancy will work out. Nope. This time was a bit easier to handle, frankly. I was sort of expecting it. My health has not been good and I’ve been seeing new doctors to get to the bottom of it!
Eureka! I found a great doctor in Texas called Hotze Wellness Clinic who has put me on a yeast free diet. Eureka #2! I found a great doc in Redwood City who is willing to work with my doc in Texas and AGREES with him. So, I have been diagnosed with a major Candida overgrowth, Adrenal Fatigue, possible thyroid issues (still working out this one), an auto-immune disorder (being tested next week for which cells are attacking exactly) and a whopping diagnosis of Endometriosis after a laparoscopy. The doctor’s words to me…”you have a very angry pelvis”. Not good. But, I’m optimistic to keep moving forward. I think I’ll know when to stop. So, one child or two? We’ll see. I love my son with every being of my body. It sure would be nice to have more of that in my life because he’s so awesome. But then again, he’s so awesome that perhaps that’s enough. Either way, I realize that my life is completely wonderful and that’s enough! I’m about to post Ryder’s second cooking show…that’ll prove it!
Why you ask? Well, lots of reasons that I’m too tired and sick to go into now. If I see you on the street, feel free to ask…I’m not quiet about it. I live my life out loud and enjoy hearing other peoples thoughts, concerns (well sometimes concerns…I don’t really want your adoption horror stories), and general well-wishing.
